Much of my life had been devoted to trying not to cry in front of people who loved me… You clench your teeth. You look up. You tell yourself that if they see you cry, it will hurt them, and you will be nothing but a Sadness in their lives, and you must not become a mere sadness, so you will not cry, and you say all of this to yourself while looking up at the ceiling, and then you swallow even though your throat does not want to close and you look at the person who loves you and smile.
i’m glad the shit that lives in the ocean lacks the ability to leave the ocean because most of it is scary as fuck
my best friend has this shirt that he really likes
he literally bought like 3 of these fucking shirts so he can wear them interchangably and like every goddamn time i see him now he’s wearing this shirt and he just held up two of them on hangers while he was wearing the third and i was like ITS THE SAME FUCKING SHIRT and he just said “no, on this one the blue is different” and i’m pissed off nO IT ISN’T DUDE
IN CASE ANYONE THOUGHT I WAS JOKING